Long Time no see...huh? You wanna know why? I've been going through some things that have made me take a good look at my life and you know what I've found out? I haven't done anything worthwhile that I can be proud of. Sure, I song and performed n plays or whatever, something that I really love to do...but...I'm talking about going to a faraway place, driving cross country, or something extreme!!! I wanna do something like that so I have decided that instead of just talking about going to Korea and Japan...I'm just going to do it. My grandmother is even going to help me with the cost of the trips and everything!!! I talked to her a long time about it and somehow she understood what I was talking about. At first I thought she was going to think it was silly and that I was just saying somehting out of the top of my head. She actually understood, unlike my parents that really thought it was just a phase I was going through...you know like when you are so engulfed into something that you just say something like 'I am going to live in Korea!!!' At first I thought so too, until it just stuck with me and just started to grow. That's when I knew that I really want to do this...and I will!!! There is only one problem...my grandmother won't help me until I learn the basics of the languages...which is understandable. So I decided that when I go to Cali next year, I will spend my free time learning Korean and Japanese wherever I can find someone to teach me. I will not let this chance pass...this is what I want to do and I thank the people who stood behind me and understood that the feeling was sooo strong that I had to do something about it. Anyway...enough of my *crazy* rambling.

I have a new obsession...J-Rock....mainly L'Arc~En~Ciel...who I have fallen in love with. I am in the process of buying every last L'Arc En Ciel album from the first to the latest 'Smile'(which happens to be sold out everywhere!!!). I already have six albums...now only a s**tload more to go. I also bought posters and pictures and crap like that. Do you even know how much money I spent?!?!?!? You don't wanna know and I am not going to tell...I don't wanna die...Other than L'Arc~En~Ciel, I am also sooo in love with X Japan, T.M. Revolution, Yellow Generation, Zone, and a hell of a lot more. J-Rock 4 Ever!!!!

One more thing, this is where I buy all my JPop CDs. If you are looking for a good R&B CD, there is a CD called "Neo Japan Series - Neo Soul" that is off tha f***in chain!!! Get it...I promis you'll love it!!!

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